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11 September 2007 – Oncologist Appointment

I know this is going to be a bad day. Today I brought my Sister and Boyfriend and my good friend with me as support.

The Oncologist had a quietness about her I didn’t like. She said things are not good, showed me the scans which I seriously couldn’t decipher good from bad. Then my oncologist asked I wanted to know the Percentage to survive and I said “no!” she then asked if I wanted to know the odds and I said “no!” and just put my head in my hands and left the rest of the consult to my Sister. I did not want to hear any more and just switch off to the whole world.

Mum is up on ward 6 and after saying good-bye to my good friend BJ, Gael, Kelly and I  walked up to tell Mum the grim news. I just didn’t want to tell Mum as she had just had her leg amputated a few days ago – this is just all too much.

However after my Sister told her and I finally got the courage to walk in to see Mum and I just said over and over, “I am gonna be ok and beat this…”



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